Drama, Drama, Drama

Anyone else that can't stand drama raise your hand! I am usually a very laid back person. I try my best to stay out of drama, but I have been accused of being someone's pet and I will not stay silent any longer. I am my own boss. I control the words that come out of my mouth, and every action that I take. I have chosen a side in a situation because I know in my heart it is the right side. Whenever you have a group of people there will be drama, but you expect everyone to be an adult. These people were given every opportunity to stand up and express their feelings. They were even given the option of leaving the group quietly if they didn't like the direction it was going. Instead they chose to act like children, and go behind people's backs and create dissemination in the group.
First off if they all would've taken the time to really get to know the wonderful heart of the person they are accusing of being a dictator none of this would've happened. Instead they had there own agenda of wanting some sort of control to feed there ego. I may be new to the craft, but I'll tell you one thing every "group" that I read about has a leader whom they trust explicitly will always do what is in his/her best interest and they decided to betray that leader. Unfortunately, seeing that they all have betrayed the trust of two groups in a short amount of time it is clear that the issue is not with their leaders but with themselves. They will never find a home unless they check their ego at the door and realize that the person leading them has been practicing much longer than they have. They have absolutely no clue what the concept of "for the greater good" means because if they had they would've backed out quietly when they had conflict that could not be resolved rather than trying to gather troops around them that would feed their ego.
For three years now I have been on the search for enlightenment. It comes to all of us in different ways, but I do know that much of ourselves must be tried in the fire in order to gain enlightenment. I know that I am a long way from my goal. I have a lifetime of searching and purging to do, but I can truthfully say they have taught me to be more careful who I give my trust to because some people will shit all over it.
They have been sending false accusations and negative energy to three others, and when those three wouldn't cave the other group thought they would try to get to me. This will absolutely be the last thing I say to about this subject. They now know where I stand and my thoughts about the situation. My loyalty lies with the two people who have done absolutely nothing but open their home and treat us with love and respect. The fault for this drama lies with those who betray not with the loyal so please place credit where credit is due. It takes a lot to get me to this point, and they all have pushed it to that.
Now for a personal message, if you cannot approach me without accusing me or someone I love and trust of something you know nothing about then please do not approach me at all.
It is very sad that things have turned out this way, but please remember you are the ones who betrayed me not the other way around. I have been nothing but faithful since day one. This is your fault not mine, and certainly not the amazing person you are trying to blame. You all have said some pretty hateful things, and I will not allow you to continue to spread false accusations without standing up for the truth. So, in closing all actions were my own including this one. Good or bad, (shrug) who knows, but I sure feel a hell of a lot better. :):)